I found this off the forum, the topic was on men having nipples. Jeashua's ct argues against someone's stand that nipples on men is useless. Why do i find it somewhat weird that an art teacher wrote this ?

Hang on a minute!!!
I don't know about you but I'll never stop to think that nipples are useless on men!
I'm going to have to say the unsayable here...
Men's nipples are sexual organs and extremely 'useful' for sexual arousal.
Give us more gadgets to play with, more buttons to press, don't you think?
Rather than concentrating all the attention 'down there'...
Come to think of it, male nipples are so private they should be as hidden as female ones!

Okay i so need to go to school to get my shoes tomorrow. If not you're really gonna see me in some funny outfit for the run. Oh gosh oh gosh.



Maybe i'll run into jeshua tomorrow. :D

dream touch light

Basically, went to parkway to develop photos, then passed warren his christmas gift which i picked up from hongkong - you wont believe how hard it was to get spongebob stuff.

So the person told me i would be able to get them by 7 but after a paid, she wrote 8pm. Dang. Oh well. So went to coffee bean for some cuppa. Dont get the caramel hazelnut ice blended, it's plain bland. Bah. Oh. Ran into dan there though. =)


And i realised he can bake.


Dang.



Dearest daniel, i need a crash course in baking. I'll even endure you laughing in the background. Pretty please. (:

With much much love,
yun


Anyway, here's the nightlight i picked up for warren:

still in the box.



out of the box and not switched on.




all lit up.

Sadly, i didnt buy a pooh one for myself but got this spongebob one for warren. Merry Christmas. Btw, you're the only one i gave something to without a note. Haha.


Ps. No need for a gift la. So not meant to be. Tskk.

people

After some 10 months here. After all i told myself i'll go out to achieve. After all i believed i could do.

Staying here has made me more bitter. Less sympathetic towards people who are weak-willed. Too fed-up with the politics i guess. It used to be a pat on the back and a hand to pull up up for trying.

Now, it's a silent mumble about being a burden. If you cant survive, dont try getting involved or end up killings others while struggling to. I dont know when i became so passive, or rather, so unwilling to help.

All i know now is, instead of sympathy for the ignorant, it's a sense of disgust for their lack of understanding. Their refusal to budge in stand which leads them to an ironic end. That confidence from ignorance and stupidity which leads to them ends up killing themselves in the end.


I'm starting to dislike myself even more.

Because i know i too am turning into people like them.

years

When people tell me i'm what anchors and grounds them, i wonder, who is my anchor ?

I'm getting too caught up in this society's sins. Drifting away from what i loved so.

God has given me more than 6 years to decide and choose. Speaking to me and showing me bit by bit His plan for me. It took me 6 years before i came to understand it. 7 to decide that i need to get committed.


This december, i have my climbing, i have my camps. I have my revision, i have my friends. But i know, God will help me manage. As always, somehow, by God's grace, i will pull through.





Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.

Joshie

Joshua's back.


Just to be nice: Hello josh, i missed you.

i'm back. =)

Hello pumpkins, i'm back.





Didnt wanna say much, but well, here's to some people.

Eugene, sorry to let you worry.
Benjamin, thanks ar.
Benji, "i got you an eraser".
Ting, i got you a little something.
Gerald, guess it's mugging time for me, btw, got you a lil' something for prom.
Elvis, sorry i forgot to inform you !
Edwin, thanks for "sending me off". Haha.
Andrew, yes i'm back. =)

A brief interval of time; a moment

these two years have been, a learning journey. and everytime vjc takes away something, i learn to appreciate ever finding it in the first place. and that is all the more reason to remember these two years,

as good years.

thank you victoria!

- Friday November 17th 2006, A brief interval of time; a moment



Everytime something is taken away, to learn to appreciate even finding it in the first place.

Thanks for the lesson, andrew.

dinner

Okay. Good chill out day since the rest wont be home till say 11+ ?

Cant seem to decide what to have for dinner.

Am quite in the mood for sheng mian or that fish beehoon with milk thing but then, i wanna eat wakaru's soba and grapevine's chicken stuffed with mushroom too. Sigh sigh.

Furthermore, was considering trying that jap place along east coast road, can go for ice cream at haagen daz after that even.

Still, there's LAMB CHOP over at the old place - oh my lamb - only problem is that the place is a lil' out of the way since i'm planning on a trip to either starbucks or coffee master cafe for a drink - depending on where i go - before coming home.




I'll slap myself if i end up having cup noodles or anything of that sort tonight. Seriously.

Am back home for a couple of hours to chill out - Of all places, my house. Talk about being desperate. Sheesh - before having to rush back to my granny's place for dinner. I hope she doesnt stuff me with rice. I hate rice for dinner.

Went out with grandma today. Did typical grandma things. Nevertheless, had extra money, so shall just zip up before anyone else starts bitching.

On a side note, i'm going toe pushing tomorrow. I still cant answer myself why i wanna put myself through such agony. Oh well. Alright. All good things must come to an end, i need to rush back to granny's place now.



TOMORROW WILL BE A GRANDMA-FREE BETTER DAY !!

OH MY GOSH. THERE IS LIT TOMORROW.


At least the timetable seems to say so, but you know, there's like 2 english literature and 1 literature in english, hence i cant really tell the difference.


Regardless, it means i might see jeshua tomorrow. *big grin*

Didnt manage to clear all the sites in the end, tanglin camp was interesting. Really. They're out of badges already, thank goodiness joey took some for me during the art students' trip there. Alas, was supposed to get it some time ago but due to various varying factors, i didnt get it from him. Then as i wanted to do so today, my poor lil' neighbour's sick. Oh well.



On a side note, i cant seem to find one of my scarves. I'm rather annoyed as i was pretty certain i saw it in my waredrobe some time ago. I need to go shop for my trip. Bah.

hasta la vista project work ! :)))

After almost half a year of madness.

fire

He's still awake tonight.


I just realised, i think i've got flu. Talk about irony.

Anyway, got the photos, met debbie for dinner.


She reminded me of two things, of how much i want to grow spiritually and that fire and exuberance i used to have. What benji calls passion and potential, what nadine call spunk and madness. You know, that fire they've seen, it's dying. I dont know when, i dont know how, but it's dying. I no longer feel as willing to go the distance. I think it's all the disappointments. Making things seem so not worthwhile. Maybe. Just maybe.


God, i dont want to disappoint. No matter how much people have done to me. Because i will not be like them. This life, i live for you. God, please, that you may rekindle my fire and strengthen my will.

Saluton!: Our group is TJ144

For a quick guide on what to do for your last OP visit Saluton!: Our group is TJ144. =))

Anyway, dont worry people, i'll sleep early tonight. If not, i'll over-dose myself with panacetamol on friday just so i wont have this eff`ing headache ! Come on, promos, chinese, this. My last hat trick of the year. Dont fail.


Ps. Pn, nice job on the cue cards for digital love. Hahaha.

holidays.

J was still awake when i came home last night. Saw his room's light still on. Was wondering why he was still up then i remembered he has A's. I miss our walks.

I kinda forgot what i wanna say. Must be the damn headache.


Oh yea. I realised how packed my holidays are.

Straight after OP, there's Ting's concert on 10th

Meeting nigel for lunch on 11th

Grandma's place from 15th to 17th

HongKong from 19th to 24th

Collection of standard chart stuff on 25th with Benjamin

Standard Chart run on 3rd Dec

Sport Climbing Course on 4th. I really should shoot myself for this. I took the damn course before but i didnt collect my cert

SSC again, on 6th, 11th and 13th

ET CETERA






OHMYGOSHHOWAMIGOINGTOREVISEFORMYFACTESTS !!!!!

THE POSERS

Presenting, the 06s08 boyband, THE POSERS !



Our three idols, ivan, freddy and yat. =)



THE POSERS decide to fufill the request of groupie, hem and well, pose for a photo. No pun intended.



Our lead poser singer, freddy.



His not-so-loyal sidekick and top narcissistic, ivan.



Introducing groupie number 2, pak.



The groupies take a photo together.


Ivan goes on his much wanted narcissistic spree.




Serously, why is there so many pictures of ivan ?

Anyway, yes am peeling today (i make it sound like some much anticipated thing), and well, i'm quite worried as i'm meeting eugene to go for the biennale this sunday. =/

Regardless, sentosa was fun. The 8 that went, hem, jen, su, dave, alvin, ivan, yat and freddy, thanks. So must do this after OP and when we finish peeling. Hahaha. =)

chinese a's

Helloo pumpkins, it's chinese tomorrow. Oh woe is me. I shall go dig up some of my old comics series in chinese to read. Revision ! =)

Wanted to read the compo book initially but got too bored to. You do realise reading that book is tedious do you not ? Anyway, i just remembered karen has yet to return me my chinese dictionary. Oh my goodiness.

Oh yea. My sis agrees that my new mens shirt is pretty. Sending it to the tailor's soon. Maybe tomorrow, after i get my flu jab. Eww.

Alright pumpkins, all the best for chinese tomorrow !

Ps. I just realised if i had jesh's number, i could've used yesterday as an excuse to message him ! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!!!!!!! Oh crap.

Pps. Andrew's a bitch to expose my mass message stunt on the track forums. Rawr.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Big-Hearted
2. Sensual
3. Adventurous
4. Liberal
5. Practical
6. Romantic
7. Religious
8. Athletic
9. Intellectual
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Religious
2. Big-Hearted
3. Romantic
4. Adventurous
5. Funny
6. Conservative
7. Shy
8. Intellectual
9. Practical
10. Athletic

Your dating personality profile:

Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile:

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date.
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Somehow big-hearted makes me feel large sized. Sensual ? Must be the bio thing. See kiddos, take biology, it makes you a sensual person. And somehow, being sensual, adventurous sounds way wrong. Aye.

Anyway, yup, God is important to me. Very i guess. Must be the lack of which during the initial 10+ years hence the want for more. Hur. Then if big-hearted does make you larger in size, then yea, i want a chubby dude please. And yes, i admit to being a hopeless romantic. =/